mekanikaru:

this is the first time ive ever done this but considering it’s 9th grade and im technically in high school already i though id at least attempt to make my tumblr more useful by mentioning my grades, which are affected by my not-so-great time management and tumblr hours. ._.

but yeah.. hmm i guess overall i think i did okay. but i’m honestly really pressured. and speaking of which, i’ve already pulled quite a number of near-all nighters and legit all nighters this year, and oh man, i cannot believe i despised sleep when i was younger. i love sleep now. i need it. and whenever i dont have hw, which is barely, i use up the WHOLE time for resting. i rarely study extra now. i really needed the rest this year. 

but sigh, my history grade. im still trying to aim for all 95+ this year, but really my history teacher makes the subject a pain to go through. as for alg, i never expected much of myself in that class; i was always more of a geo person, and whilst last year i was like the only person who got an A+ in geo, this year im one of the few people who DONT have an A+ in alg II ._.” bio. im pretty satisfied in all honesty. i just hated how it dropped at the very end from a 96. something. seeing that 96 go to a 95 (at least it still rounds up though) really irks me. but hey it’s bio and most people apparently dont do so well, so i guess im okay. 

except my ‘parents’ are disappointed. they want me to have an A+ in bio. ill try my best again this quarter… 

spanish, im not even gonna try to be honest. it’s an A+ or nothing, and i’m actually despised at that grade, because the only reason why i dont have a 100 in that class is because she gave me a 90 and 95 on participation. but ugh ionno, spanish has always been an easy course for me and ive always flied by with 100+ averages without a problem. 

english. so. ticked. managed to handle that 98.6 but then BAM one 90 on an essay and it.. dropped. below an A+. but shes actually complimented a large majority of my essays, especially my planned ones (she said one was college-level omg i wanted to flip my desk over and scream) but really, i was happy. but now ugh but ah whatever im doing better than most of my class apparently. 

overall, i really want to do better. ive always had an A+ majority, but as of first quarter it’s split, 4 A+s and 4 As.. but im happy. freshmen year actually hit me pretty hard. i wasnt expecting this much work LOL i am such an idiot. and as for health. i actually had to try. and it’s not even that high for a health grade yet most people dont even have As. that was pretty scary, considering how health was barely even a course to study for last year. 

i just.. well for one thing. i cannot leave tumblr. i really will try harder in terms of work ethic and studying though… i really want to improve my grades. /awkward standards. 
oh and i dislike my history teacher okay

/end vent.  

… You seem to be doing fine. Seriously. tbh I get a little annoyed when people say they’re doing terribly when all of their grades are 90+. Makes me feel inferior for not being able to do the same, whether it’s due to my own laziness or my own incompetence. Just saying.

(Source: tetsuken)